Super excited! in All of Me

So, I am super excited about things right now( that’s where my title came from)!

I am taking a Lyra class tomorrow night at the studio. I have never done it before. It looks really hard, but fun. I’m ready. Then, Tuesday is pole. Wednesday, more pole. Thursday, I’m headed to Charlotte to try on bridesmaid dresses. I will spend Thursday and Friday night in Charlotte, and head back Saturday.

I ordered a cap and goggles so I can start swimming laps at the gym again. I will do that on days I don’t go to pole. I miss swimming. I love the water.

I went to my friend’s birthday party Saturday night. We went bowling and then went out dancing. I had a few beers and danced and it was so fun. I haven’t really done that lately. Of course I felt really anxious when the tipsy wore off. That’s why I typically avoid drinking now. Well, that and it’s pretty bad for you all around. The anxiety is the most unbearable of all though.

It’s supposed to storm today. I wanted to take the pups to the river, but I guess we will forego that.

I don’t know if I updated on the guy I wrote about here earlier. The sex was sort of awkward? Well, he got really mad at me for asking if he would drive down to see me. He lives about an hour ago. He thought I was flaking when I was really only asking if he would drive. I said I was too tired to drive because I hadn’t slept as I had worked the night before. I explained that working nights is hard and all, but he just kept telling me I’m a flake. He went on and on about how I expected him to text me daily but can’t even drive to see him. This could be a valid point, but I have driven to see him five times- while he has driven to me twice. It’s all good. The first red flag was how pressure-y he was to have sex with me. I should have been stronger and said I wasn’t ready, but I didn’t. Anyway, it’s just sort of a turn-off. Second red flag was he ghosted and then returned, stating he had a family emergency. I don’t know what family emergency leaves you unable to text for weeks. He convinced me to see him again. That too was on me, but again, the pushiness is just unattractive and makes me uncomfortable. I also really want to hear from someone daily. I mentioned this a few times and he said” do you text me daily?” Whatever, sir. So, basically, he turned it all around on me. I am willing to take responsibility for letting him come back after disappearing and really that’s all. Anyway, wasn’t meant to be.

Gotta go work.