Cute Boys and Social Dysfunction in My Fucking Feelings

Well last night I looked at the fortune cookie fortunes stuck to my fridge and one of them said that three months from today would be my lucky day. I look at the date written on the back amd realise it’s been three months. So I check my voicemail and there’s potential job offers I haven’t followed up on, but I’m too deppressed to call anyone. So I go to sleep.

At about 11:30 a cute boy messages me. I had flirted with him the day before a bit, but I figured he probably was either taken or not interested in someone boring like me. He is super adorable both physically and peraonality wise. He is also a talented vocalist in the local scene. I figured he was way out of my league. Well he couldn’t sleep and neither could I so I lured him out for midnight coffee.

I’m incredibly socially awkward and it turns out, so is he. He’s a good kind of crazy and then I realise he’s intelligent and geeky too. I am so infatuated. Problem is… I have no idea if the coffee ‘date’ went well or if it was even supposed to be a date at all. I haven’t heard from him today so naturally I’m worried he was just being polite. It seemed like he was somewhat irritated when he realised I’d been to one of his shows. Hopefully I didn’t come off like some kind of obsessed fangirl. Idk, but I’m hoping I’ll see more of him. He’s so freaking cute. giggles Hopefully I didn’t scare him off.