Wednesday Morning in New Diary

I survived another day. I got some sleep last night. I didn’t have any nightmares. I am up and feeling a lot better this morning. I am back to my usual self.

I am in a predicament I am reading this one book We the People Volume One Foundation by Bruce A Ackerman. I hate it. I read the first 70 pages of the book and I cannot for the life of me understand what this author is talking about. I hate buying a book and not reading it but this author is way over my head. I read a few pages and get frustrated because I can’t remember what I’m reading and don’t understand the material. But I am going to do my best to get through this damned book Rate I am going it will take me the rest of the summer.

I had a real shitty day yesterday. I didn’t sleep very good the night before and woke up in a foul mood. I was very tired and miserable all damned day. I didn’t do much reading yesterday. I just couldn’t get into that damned book. I laid on my couch most of the afternoon trying to sleep. Despite being tired I couldn’t sleep,. I felt like hell

My worker came yesterday. She did her usual good job in cleaning my apartment. Yesterday she polished the furniture, ran the sweeper . She took me to Tudors and b ought me two Ron Biscuits. We did not go inside. On the way out we saw Chocolatechip. We waved at her and she waved back. I thought we were looking good.

We got to talking after she got home. She was telling me that her father gave her the phone number of a real witch. She is into something like that. She was telling me that she can gety someone to put a love spell on Chocolatechip. I was telling her that I do not want anything to do with withes or anything like that. She was telling me about good witches and bad witches. I don’t care I said. I don’t want anything to do with either one. I don’t think she was serious though. I think she was kidding me about that.

I was telling her about those dreams I had the other night. I was telling her about my dream of turning into the devil . She looked that up in this book on interpreting dreams. According to this book when we dream a out the devil it is about repressing urges emotions that we think are unacceptable to society. It could mean something about repressed anger emotions. I listened to her but I do not take too much stock in dream interpretation. I think they are just dreams

Anyway I had a good visit with Kelly. I was feeling better while she was here . After she left my mood turned to crap I felt very depressed and down yesterday. Depression was brought on by being sleep deprived.

I did fix supper. I had another tv dinner . It turned out good. Everything was nice and hot. I listened to Ellen watched the news and Jeopardy. I turned off the tv and round 7:30 As tired as I was I wanted I couldn’t sleep. I thought last night was going to be up all night again. But I did get some rest.

Oh well life is good. This is a new day and I have a new attitude. I am in a lot better frame of mind this morning. Thank God for that,.