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24 in Summer 2017

  • July 24, 2017, 9:50 a.m.
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I didn’t reference Blink 182 for yesterday’s entry, so there’s that. What I’m going to do for today is revisit something I once wrote, and see what’s different today.



Life Review - 2/22/2000



Periodically, I do a full review of everything I do in life. Every little thing. I then rate those things on an evaluative scale: like, dislike, indifferent.


Examples would be like this.....


Like: Reading OD, messing around on the computer, being on the air


Dislike: Doing Dishes, thinking about my psycho ex girlfriend, watching Kathie Lee, doing my taxes


Indifferent: Brushing my teeth, paying bills.


I then try to cut out the things I don’t like, and don’t absolutely need to do. Normally, I can hit upon some things I’m doing that I don’t like, and are really holding me back in life. I haven’t been able to find anything certain in this round.


So why am I in such a funk?


Why do I feel like I’m having so little success?


Why can’t I, for the life of me, find a girlfriend?


Sorry for the bitching, but I’m a bit frustrated right now.


I was twenty when I wrote that.

I haven’t done much in the way of life reviews since about my thirtieth birthday.  To paraphrase someone, the die is cast.  (Yes, I know who it is....)

Likes:  actually building things, spending time with my wife, eating good food, drinking good drinks, trying to follow football and baseball.

Dislikes:  working to just stay above water, MS (and all its negative effects on me), the segment of the population for whom politics has replaced religion.

Indifferent:  There’s too many to list, really.  (And, no, that doesn’t mean I’m really depressed…just that I don’t really get excited or depressed about mundane things.)

Changes are happening in my life, whether I’m ready for them or not.  I fully expect something by the time I finish up this round of writing (20 August).  Whatever those changes entail, I’m good with.

Things are better than when I wrote this two years ago.  Worse than last year, but I was getting frustrated with what I was doing.

I am getting back into things that I really do enjoy, though.  Rediscovering that which made me me.


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