Plans and Blessings in My Fucking Feelings

I’ve decided that I want to be a psychologist that specialises in personality disorders and autism. I want to work with those that others are afraid of. Imagine the awesome conversations I will have! I could pursue new ground in treating things believed to be untreatable. I could work in a jail if I wanted (alot of ASPD and NPD there!) and on the weekends I could volunteer at my church. I could help so many people that would not ordinarily have access to a psychologist! I may not make as much money as other psychologists do but it will be more than enough to support me and my baby (and his future siblings!) I’d have a proffesional network and lots of contact with the church. I’d always have a puzzle to keep my mind busy. I’d have my own office and be my own boss. I could set my own hours, decorate how I want, and maybe be someone’s lifeline when they feel like killing a man, haha! I got enrolled for college, now if I can just find a way to pay for it I’ll be a happy camper. I have several job leads to follow up in. Some of them dreamlike! It looks like my mother will be getting paid to watch my son and if my other leads fail I’ll have a job working in her daycare for a while.

Overall I’d say things are looking up! Thank you God for the many blessings you’ve bestowed on my life! Please keep my adorable J safe, come what may.