Just a check up in A new beginnging.

I find myself almost breaking out into tears a lot of as of late.
For example, Mark was hanging shelf in our bathroom to make room for my stuff, and I almost lost it.
I was getting things ready to carry down to my storage unit and he got up and not only grabbed a box-but the heaviest one.
To some, these might not be big deals- but watching him make this place a home for us and just witnessing these small moments that all play a part in making him the greatest guy- sometimes it just overwhelms me. This feeling I have when I am having a long day at work and then I realize what I get to go home to-I can’t even describe it.
we were making dinner the other night and he was casually talking about things we will have in our future house and I grabbed his face and said, “sometimes you make me want to just burst with happiness”
It’s true.
Then of course today one of my “memories” on Facebook was his sisters bday party 8 years ago
I know, the timing. But still. I know all that matters is now, but I sometimes wish i could go back in time and kick myself.
And that’s all I got. Just wanted to stop in and say hey.