Don't care right now in A New Journey

I am exhausted, NO I am just fed up with all this crap in this drama town I am living in. I am so ready to move on out of here like yesterday.
I have 8 more weeks to go and I am packing little things at a time.
I sold most of my furniture’s to a good friend of mine.
I sold:
=bed
=kitchen table
=my cowgirl dresser
=my western tv entertainment stand
=kitchen microwave stand
I will give chef my
=washer/dryers
=couches
=dresser for bug that is Rocket’s
=a tv
=some kitchen items
The only thing I am taking is my cloths and TV’s, laptop, computer and things I can’t live without!
BUT this past couple of weeks I have been just closing my curtains and not wanting to hang out with anyone lately only if I HAVE too. I am just tired of every one just need me for this and that. They all have NO clue of what they are in for once I leave. I know all the do is just use me and then not care for what I need when I need it the most.
All I do is just hide in my lounge chair and sit and watch TV or mostly Netflix, I ignore my phone all day or I read a book , I have literally read 3 books in the last month and that is a record for the last 5 years I have only read a book a year. That is how busy I had been the last many years.
I am just tired and my body is feeling it.
Yesterday I went to see my GYN DR for an annual check up and wow wow, how can do this to me.
I was told my last breast check up that was done 2 years ago, they never even tried to call me that there was a concern of a Fibrocystic Breast Disease (FBD), meaning that fibrocystic breast are not malignant (cancerous). SO now I have to get another breast exam. That I will do and I will for sure follow up on this. I was upset they never contacted me the last time, I still have the same phone number that is in file so whats up with that.
I just feel like I am falling apart and I am telling myself I won’t let this happen to me but I want a new start and I will make a huge change of things I do once I leave TEXAS!
BUT I have already gotten myself eating healthier I am no longer eating breads and anything fattening as I have to loose 40 lbs for my heart. I have that Dr appt next Thursday.
SO that means I have 8 more weeks to get things in order for a major change in my life!!

I am tired of hiding from people here, I am ready for some exciting new changes, I am so looking forwards to a new environment, I plan to get out and go to places that I have always wanted to go to, I will be able to go where my oldest brother ashes are buried in Wyoming, I am going to see my biological mom Horses in Cody, Wyoming, go join a Gym and work out, go to Montana and visit my oldest sister, go visit my youngest half sister and meet my twin nephews, OH I have a long bucket list to do before I decide to sit and do NOTHING!!
HA, I am just tired I guess.
I am ready for a major change!
DID ALREADY SAY THAT!!