So.... this guy in Tackling 2017

I am getting a little excited.

This guy I’ve been talking about him forever ( even in OD and MDD) yes! Forever! Lol

I’ve known him since we were kids. His grandma and my grandma were friends ( his grandma passed away few years ago) we all go to the same church. His dad’s best friend used to live next door to my parents and is also my dad’s best bud. So there’s a lot of connection. We lost touch in HS and went our separate ways. I became pregnant with Lexi. He got married and had a son. Then I had Mykl and I moved to Alma. He got stationed in El Paso, Tx. He was building his family and went through 3 deployments. We got in touch when Mykl was an infant, I went to our church and he was there with his wife and their son. Kept in touch with him ever since…

He came to Michigan to visit when I was with Erick. About 3.5 years ago, it was the first time I saw him since that day at the church.

He always, I mean always said he loves me. His wife knew and everyone knew. Well … he got divorced last year with his 2nd wife. That marriage didn’t last… I think it was only for several months and they divorced because she had an affair…

Well we both are NOW single andhe just asked me if we could give us a try. He asked me before but I kept turning him down lmao… somehow it just feel right now.... I told him I’m nervous.

He said we are gonna do this old fashioned way because he want to make this right. So.. a lot of dates before we even consider sleeping together. No living together until after we are married type. So I’m pretty excited that we will give us a try and take things SLOW!

Everybody is kind of rooting for us… my friends all said ” finally” and my mom told me she kind of knew he was the guy for me. She knew it since he was 8 and I was 6… she said this is it. She can feel it. My grandma is pretty happy too. It’s so weird....

I just want things to go right. I’m tired of wrong guys. Tired of wasting my time hoping for an investment future.... let’s hope things work out for us.