Heart in A New Journey

Good Afternoon,
I hope every one is having a good week so far and TGIF…well it will be in 4 and half hours. I am already looking forwards to Friday its my day off, well not really , a day off is when I can actually stay home and be lazy. I still have to do my ladies in the mornings and evenings. That is done 7 days and 365 days a year. I rarely get days off from it. BUT I don’t mind, I have taken care of these ladies for 7 yrs now and in AUG will be my last time I will care for them.
Well yesterday I went to see my regular DR and I did not get good news. I had told him I had been having some chest pains, and was concerned of my heart as I had heart surgery when I was a baby and I had not had my heart checked for a while, well really not in 4 years. MY BAD!
Any ways they did a EKG test and there was a abnormal result, so they also did some blood work and some of my levels were borderline. SO I will be seeing a specialist next week and I plan to talk to 3 of my dr’s about me getting off some of my RA meds as I have really gained nearly 50 lbs on one year, that is not good for me. I know the meds I am on is the culprit of my gaining weight as I am aware of the side effects of the meds. SO I am going to make some changes, I will for sure stop eating BREAD as that is one problem, So I am hoping I can give myself some better encouragements/motivations to change my eating habits. I know I can do it, just a matter of making the effort.
Well I had to return my rental car this morning and my car has been in the shop for 3 days and I am angry at the BIG CAR LOT, I received a call yesterday and they finally admitted to me that they were aware of the water pump issue, but they are taking care of me on that , but dang 3 days, well I don’t even know if I will even get my car back today! I have to have a car to get to my ladies as they live 5 miles from me actually they live out of town so I refuse to walk as I have to pass the prison to just to get their house and state law you cannot walk on the highway and passing the prison. SO I did make arrangements to get a ride tonight and tmw morning but they are promising me a car if I don’t get my car back tonight, why didn’t they do that to begin with before me getting a car rental. I hate dealing with car dealers. AND plus I have heard nothing but bad things about this place, SO i am glad I will be out of this town in 3 months.
I am so ready to leave even now, but I must full fill my lease promise or else it will look bad on my credit report. I will be counting my days off (sigh) Rolling my eyes too!
SO I would like to ask for some prayers for me, I am under a lot of stress but writing has helped and I am worried about myself my heart, I have not taken care of it well but I have always felt good but the little things are always the signs (right). I promised my daughter Cat that I would work harder.
Well I hope y’all have a great Mother’s Day weekend with all your love ones!

Last updated May 12, 2017