Focusing on myself is exhausting... in All of Me

I am such an exhausting person!I think so much,about random things.I am supposed to be working on myself.Even though I feel like I could be single forever after the whole fiasco I just endured,I am still a romantic at heart and

I want true love.i want babies and swim lessons and soccer practice.I know I have to love myself and work on myself but good God,is it exhausting.

I think I've entered the second phase of the breakup,where I've ceased to be completely self-destructive and I can actually make some progress. I have been going to the gym and eating better.i don't drink on weekdays anymore,and I barely drink soda.I feel better. I feel alive!

Currently I am cuddled up with the dogs and watching TV!

I feel happy and resilient!