Jobless in 2017

So Chris took a leave. Unfortunately we don’t have short term disability, which just means he had to take a lay off and now is making maybe half of what he was. This all really freaked me out, but hes been working on a ton of school work and feeling SO much better. I hope this works, and I really hope he has a job when he decides to get back to work…

Its been one stress after the next this year. In the last month alone, Evelyn has had the stomach flu, then I got a cold with a fever and all that, Miley then caught the cold and fever, then Evelyn caught that too… and then Miley had the stomach flu. I’m just beyond exhausted. And now Evelyn has stopped sleeping.

I’m sure you guys recall my years of struggling with Miley to go to sleep… now that shes all settled with Melatonin, Evelyn can’t seem to get to sleep at night and causes all kinds of hell… plus-she doesn’t stay sleeping!!

I’m just so tired lately. Oh- and my back hurts again. My disc is acting up and I’m not sure if its related to the slipped disc I had or something totally different. Feels the same. So I’ve been pretty discouraged about the whole thing considering it took forever for me to get relief last time and like I said in my last entry, there are no physiotherapists within a 2.5 hour radius of us. And when we travel up here its like we have to plan to stay longer than anticipated because our highways are notorious for closures due to lake effect snow squalls!

Plus the income thing.

I’m basically freaking the fuck out.

I’m going to post a few pics, as I haven’t done that in a while.

Lets see if I can even remember how to do that lol

If that worked, that would be me and Chris on New Years :)

Below is the kids xmas pics I took last second lol

Ha… we will see if that works once I post this entry, I guess

Kristen <3