Ultrasound tomorrow! in Since OD is shutting down....

I’m just enjoying my day off. Saturday I worked 11 hours and was pretty much dead yesterday. I took a nap and then my brother, his girlfriend, and my niece came over for awhile yesterday. Apparently my brother has his concerns about me seeing her because when I get mad than I don’t take her so I had to remind him that it’s only happened when he doesn’t tell me last minute that he wants me to take her. His girlfriend did say that we need to start having better communication and have it figured out by a certain time from now on.

I was glad to see her yesterday and I hope to see her today too. I’m excited for my ultrasound tomorrow. My one friend is supposed to come and spend the night tonight and then come with for my appointment tomorrow. I haven’t heard from her quite yet but I’m sure I will when she gets off work.

This is going to be a busy week for me and I worry about not getting enough sleep. I have the ultrasound tomorrow, an appointment on Thursday at 1:15, court Friday morning and then counseling at 3. I’m really nervous about court because I hate being in the courthouse for any reason and I worry about him showing up. I really don’t think he will but stranger things have happened. I’m also nervous because I don’t have anyone to come with. I also don’t really want anyone to come because the sex tape will be brought up and I’d rather that be kept on the down low.

It’s super windy and cold here today. It sucks because just yesterday it was warm and 70. Ugh, I’m gonna be so glad when the weather stays consistent. I hate this back and forth crap.

I’m probably going to do the class at some point to get the free pack and play because it comes with a removable bassinet. The one I bought doesn’t have one and is missing pieces. We put it together last night and it’s still usable but makes me nervous because it’s not intact. I’m still unable to get ahold of the girl that sold it to me to get the pieces and the rest of the stuff she was going to give me so I’m just going to buy the rest of the stuff I need.

I’ve decided I plan to buy a crib as well. I know that I don’t need one right away but I’m still gonna buy one. I’d like to get one that’s used and in good shape. I’m to buy a brand new mattress from some lady tomorrow for $20 and probably get some bedding off Amazon or something. I still need to get a diaper bag, baby Tylenol, burp rags and receiving blankets but then I’m done. I’ll still get some more diapers and wipes too. I know I already have a healthy stock pile but it would be nice to not have to buy any for at least a few months.

I’m really hoping it’s going to start picking up at work because I just worry about my bank account. I’m already going to be short this month because of my rent and car insurance. I really wish I had an extra $500 to pay off my damn credit card because that would save me $100 a month. I’m going to have to spend some of my taxes getting the car registered and that really fucking sucks. I wanted to be able to save every penny for my maternity leave but I’m not going to be able to.

But things are going pretty good though. I’m really stoked about my ultrasound tomorrow. It’s so crazy that I’m already halfway done. I’m not super big yet and don’t have a bump quite yet but they say when you are bigger, you generally won’t show until about 30 weeks but everyone is different. I don’t think I’ll get super big but I have a feeling my stomach will be round and wide. I just don’t want to get really big because then I’ll hurt more and then I worry about having to spend money on maternity clothes because they are so expensive.

My Mom started her new job today. I’ll probably call her later and ask how it went. I forgot to text her this morning and wish her good luck. She said yesterday she felt bad about not being able to come tomorrow. That made me feel better about her being there.

I’m gonna go watch Tv for awhile because my back is starting to hurt.