Me First in Out in the Open

I've said this before, but this time it's different. At least I really hope so.

C has a new girlfriend. I know he doesn't say he and she are together but I found out that him, her and my daughter went to the movies together. This is something that even C, me and our daughter haven't done. The thought of them altogether as a family rips at my heart. If even one person commented on "their beautiful daughter" I think I'd fall to pieces.

Now I don't mind C having sexual relations with any girl. But this is too much. And he wants me to move to his city... for what? So I can see more of that?

Jealousy isn't a nice trait. I understand that. However, he's hiding it from me. This is probably because he feels guilty about it. He's in a relationship with her and he either doesn't get it, or he's just lying to me. Either way, it's a bit pathetic.

I have officially washed my hands of him. He's my beautiful daughter's father. That's it. I've done all I can to make him happy but now that's done. It's time to make myself happy. Me first now.

From this day forward I promise myself to be good to myself.

Her