Work - 06.01.14 in Your Face

Back to the office today. I heard a rumour that the awful, selfish, arrogant slob secretary has had a few teary moments lately and isn't really happy at work. Not sure how I feel about that. I really, really don't like this woman, but we don't work closely together and I always make an effort to be pleasant to her on the basis that she probably doesn't like me either, and it's easier to just be civil. At the same time, she appears to have a very ugly personality. Perhaps she has spent too much time acting as though she's better than everyone, only to find out that she has alienated herself.

I felt very depressed today. I couldn't get anything right. I am out of my mind anxious about money. Hopefully I will know exactly how much my car is going to cost by tomorrow. Then I can do all the sums and know where I stand. Thank goodness for my mother - did you ever think you'd hear me say that? I continue to work hard at having a relationship with her.

Feeling very tired, but I don't want to sleep. I have work to do, but I can't focus. I feel useless! I hope to get my momentum back up again in a few weeks. I need to just DO IT. I need to watch some Nike commercials or something.

Adios, amigos.