momentary affirmation in Second 1st

It’s been crazy at work all weekend. Nothing interesting has happened because no one has had time to say/do/talk about anything at all let alone something worth listening to. We are short handed to say the least. I don’t expect today being any better.

That being said. I just read 2 entries and while I’m typing this.... my eyes won’t focus! buggin the shit outta me this morning.

I weighed myself this morning 280.6 … getting back to pre-holiday weight is a bit more difficult than I expected. It will happen.... and many other pounds. I am determined this week to actually fix a room.... actually come up with some kinda routine.... actually do something. I might even feel up to going to the gym if Rocky asks. In a drawer there I have a sheet of paper with a plan on it. The plan was made professionally for me based on all kinds of factors.

I know Monday I’m going to be happy with being lazy.... it’s been a rough weekend but this weight loss situation needs to be re-tackled everyday. Each choice I make WILL effect that number. Coffee this morning or no?… What to pack for work food?.... Hey would you like a doughnut? … Can I get you anything from Hardee’s on my way in?.... every moment counts.