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I decided to finish a section of The Leopard I had started and was too tired to work on. Then I went to get the things I needed for my attempt at Gumbo for Rocky. I was leaving the store when he called so instead of eating out I just came home. We watched a couple episodes of Star Trek and .........

he shut me in the computer room… didn’t say anything so I said “What are you doing” he gave me some bull about it’s making the room too bright. I got a little upset because I don’t want to have door closed all the time. The cat doesn’t like to be alone he goes scratching on doors and hollering down the hallway. I prefer to have each door open just a bit. Not to mention the house is not heated well. We haven’t even ran the house unit in 2 weeks. We have smaller heaters in here (computer room) the bedroom and the living room. Having this door closed keeps all the heat in here.... making it too hot… and the hall too cold but light..... he works at night, he should be used to it.... still a problem? get a day job.... I feel like there will always be suffering where his shift is involved. He should have never gotten up in the first place.

I slammed the door. He was standing in the hallway mumbling about “I’ll need to … yeah that will fix it” “I’ll have to get”..... DUDE if you think you might know how to fix the problem without fucking with anyone else why make a big deal about it to begin with????

Then he wonders why I don’t want to have sex.... whatever.
I felt like I was getting stuff done … I started to feel like I was doing things.... Now I don’t even give a shit. Who the hell am I doing it for. He’s such a brat.