This year may break me in Torridaussity Two

My mom just texted me telling me to call my grandpa every night even if it is just for two minutes he keeps declining, she keeps getting worse, I am getting in a funk and am doing nothing to help my finances other then just really watching every penny I spend. I have not had the worst life in the world, but have gone through a lot of struggles so far and every time I have bent, but not been broken, but I fear my breaking point is close.