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This morning Rocky was an hour late getting home. No real reason. Left 20 mins later than usual and took someone home. I’m not myself enough to stay mad. It’s not the first time this has happened. I don’t really care what he does honestly. Seriously, just wish he’d drop a text. “Be home late, got off late, taking someone home” so that I don’t expect him on time. Luckily for him because I’m not well I had mentally placed him in an unexpected interview. This would allow for one text.... rather than in an accident which would have me calling every few minutes until he answered. He claimed he didn’t get the text.... like always. It doesn’t happen all the time… like once every 2 months or so..... but when it does… I just want to hang him.

As I start feeling better parts of the weekend play over and over in my head that shouldn’t. Justin, Nicole and I were talking and Amanda came up.... and then they were talking about how she has a crush on William. I said “She’s not the only one, that boy could have his own fan club here”. Names were not mentioned but Nicole herself nodded when I said it. Subject was changed but only a few moments later she said “William told me that if his wife knew the things he said to you she’d probably divorce him” I half smiled and nodded “That’s probably true.”