I've got a feeling on my back, a jigsaw falling into place in The eye of every storm

I was going to write about 2016. It sucked. I had both of my toes excavated for gange green treasure. My hip had a hole drilled into it, through my leg bone, to introduce new marrow growth because it was dead. I couldn’t walk without a walker for three months.

I’m 34.

In October, my ear was removed from my skull, and a doctor reversed the airflow in my Eustachian tube, then grafted cells from my inner ear to regrow my ear drum. You can park a semi-truck in my ear canal. Q-tips get lost. Sometimes they never come back.

I had six surgeries this year.

Six. Major. Surgeries..

I started the year at 160lbs. I’m now at 246lbs.

Oh hey, I’m getting Married in exactly four months.

Jesus fucking Christ. Seriously. The cocaine diet worked before........

I don’t know how to become the person she fell in love with so quickly.