The beginning. in The past

In March 2014, I found out that husband had been having an online affair with someone. The started by commenting on their blogs with each other. Then Facebook messenger. Then texting. And finally face timing. They never met in person; I’m not sure if that really makes it any better. She is not local, so the risk of them ever meeting is rather slim.

In the last two and a half years, I’ve tried moving forward. I have have been tried to turn the other cheek; I’ve tried to be accepting; I’ve tried to move on. And yet here I am, stuck in the same old place.

My goal is to use this as a place to vent, to cry, to heal. We’ve been working to fix our relationship, but the damage done to my psyche is rough. Things will get better-it’ll all be ok-but deep wounds take the longest to heal.