alrite so. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

When she was going through my stuff [she has a right to do that yes. but not without my permission.which i never gave] she found a bottle w/ a bottled tea in it that she called ‘juice’. ok you’re from the south! you know what tea looks like you even like/drink tea. really it’s not that hard to call something what it is. but apparently it is.

no tea isn’t juice.

which reminds me we have this water melon punch stuff in the fridge. which I’m probably welcome to drink except that.it’s now winter and I don’t drink summery things in winter so. [winter starts in nov. in my book. and i’ll always stand by that].

oh so a day or so ago I saw that we also have a watermelon. liike an entire one. we have some fruit in the fruit bowl thing apples and bananas neither of which i like. not that she’s offered me any so it’s just as well.

oh so she also found my envelopes w/ parts of receipts in them. but not the money parts the other parts. I keep things.

ok so this morning at 1. I moved some of the stuff that had been in the boxes she’d gone through into a suitcase. which i’ve now taken out of the closet and put by one of my dressers. and that suitcase is going to my mom’s where the lady won’t ever see it again. sorry not sorry. she [the lady i mean] clearly can’t be trusted so. I’m going to move more stuff to that suitcase. it has books in it, cups, 2 wallets, a plastic bag of receipts from before when i was in services, recovery writings from the rape that are in envelopes. i started that at stephanie’s. it’s like my crystals you don’t ever touch those. in fact no one touches those. she wasn’t ever supposed to find them [she didn’t open the envelopes] they weren’t for her. they were for me. super personal stuff like that..........no one’s meant to find. sure I don’t like that she found as she calls it ‘recycling’ but that’s not like.super personal or anything.

oh so I also found a flask which I might’ve forgotten I had. it has a bear on it. it’s silver. the flask not the bear no the bear is brown. and i found a rubber bottle stopper dude that I got at Pride 1 yr. of course now that I don’t drink large bottles of wine or anything that’s when i find it. and those are going to my mom’s.

um so yeah.