Sat Nam (1) in Random Thoughts

For years i’ve thought of joining in NaNoJoMo, or something like that, but i am not sure i have the dedication to write every day. I feel like it would be helpful to write, like opening up a block.

I had another massage (i know, it seems like a lot), this one paid for by insurance and accompanying chiropractic adjustment. I cried this time, also. Its when the therapist is working on the front of my shoulders that it comes out. I feel such pressure, like i am being crushed…even though i know they are not exerting that much pressure, its strange.

Saturday i have therapy, then a dr appt, then a date with Mojo. The following (election day), he is leaving for Hawaii until Christmas. We will have had two nights together before he leaves.

I haven’t talked with Jamie about finding a second partner. Its one of those “difficult conversations” that shouldn’t be so difficult.

I need to go. More another time.