Forbidden Fruit. in Embracing my Inner Sex Addict

I knew if I gave him my phone number… it would be over. Or rather, it would be ON.

For a while, we’d talk back and forth on social media, Facebook and Instagram. Not about anything specific. He mostly asked me questions about work or we’d tease each other a little.

Yes, he’s a coworker. That’s one of the reasons I was hesitant to give him my number.

I’m not sure when things changed? He asked for my number again, jokingly, and I gave it to him.

Then, he ended up sending me a dick pic and it escalated. I sent him a few pictures of my booty.

Charles.

He’s married.

He lives about 3 minutes away from me.

To be honest? I couldn’t care less that he’s married. I put him through the ringer though. “Are you sure you want to do this? Work things out with your wife! It can’t possibly end well…“

He still wants it though. Who, in their RIGHT MIND, can resist this ass though?

We started hugging each other at work, which sounds completely juvenile. His hugs are nice though. We went to the park after work Friday. We walked the trails. We talked and we kissed. Dare I say… he is the best kisser I’ve ever had the pleasure of kissing.

We kissed a few times. I felt him grow inside his pants. Then, we went our separate ways. The next night, he stopped by my house after doing some side-work.

We embraced each other outside my house. He can’t get enough of these kisses and booty grabs. I felt him through his pants and he took it out for me. I wrapped my hand around it and stroked it. “Do you want me to kiss it?”

He told me I didn’t have to; that he had been working all day..

I bent down and put it in my mouth. I licked, sucked, swirled my tongue around it.. and stood back up, stroking it.. hugging him.. and he kissed me.

He went home to his wife.

I might be good as the “side chick.” I don’t really condone cheating. I certainly don’t cheat when I’m with someone I care about. However, there is something about an unavailable man. There’s no PRESSURE there. There’s excitement!

I enjoy showing them the playful side of me… to let them be a MAN with me. While these hardworking men are being nagged and bitched at by their wives… they can come to me and I appreciate them and let them act out their primal urges..

I didn’t think I’d become this woman. It wasn’t my intention, but for now? It works.

There is one guy in this world that I would give it all up for. “William.” If he just said the word, I’d give it all up. I’ll write more about that later.

I told Charles that I know what the deal is. I won’t cause drama or complicate things. I’m not that kind of person. I told him that I’d be available to him, as long as I wasn’t seeing anyone else. When I do? I’ll stop. Unless, he stops it first.

He wants it. Bad! This weekend.