bus thing. yes. again. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

alrite so before i get to what happened today. the bus people thing.

so on. the 14th. the bus picked me up from my mom’s. and it was the happy bus guy. now i don’t like the happy bus guy for that reason.cause he’s happy and he’s a bit much. he’s like ‘we’re going to happy bus land’ or w/e. please i’m not 2. i’m also not so low fuunctioning that I need that. some people are. people who are like him would be great w/ children. but i don’t need to be talked to like that. actually stephanie was like that. i mean my mom’s fun and really funny but she doesn’t talk down to me. or treat me like I’m 2. no she talks to me the same way she does my sister. or my dad. or her friend Karen. [actually she and Karen have been friends for a long time since they were in college. and i kindof in a sense grew up w/ Karen cause it seems like we went to her house a lot. but both my mom and Karen are in my mom’s choir. well not.........not her choir the choir she’s in]. or the neighbor. or well you get the point. but we do have fun together. And when she says fun things i enjoy it. like sometimes she’s loud but that’s for effect. it’s not to be annoying or bc she’s annoyed. and she knows i enjoy it. at least i hope she does. [i’ve noted her and told her i like doing things w/ her so she knows at least that much. i’ve also never told anyone that]. The happy bus guy how he is is somewhat akin to someone at the store going up to me/someone my age and being ‘do you need help let me put the groceries in your basket for you’. no. some people do require that but not me.

and when the happy bus guy talked to my mom about trick or treating.........he talked to her like he would his coworkers or his neighbor. and that works for me. even though i was just there listening i was more.er responsive if that makes sense. i’m more willing to like not be annoyed. like I don’t talk down to people or treat them like they’re 2 and i expect the same. in that way i treat people how i want to be treated. i rarely see the bus guy which is good. cause sometimes more than once is enough.