so on sun./the big surprise/she has 3 more chances to screw up in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

right so in one of my recent entries I mentioned that on Sun. there was a big surprise. or something like that.

well so on Sun. it was 8:40 and i was on my way to Home Depot from the pot store to call the lady.cause that’s where i call her from. well on my way I saw her van driving around. and so i stopped in between albertson’s which is now safeway and the pizza place. and she’s like ‘you have 5 mins. before your time is up’. well I have 3 hrs. 15 mins. out. and i left at 5:50 and so I had untill 9:05. well by the time i got in the van it was 8:45. [the clock on her van is 2 hrs. 5 mins. late. so when i got it in it said it was 10:50]. and as far as i know she didn’t call me so............and if she did it didn’t go through. so it’s like she didn’t call. and in the past when I’ve been at the Home Depot area she’s always waited for me to call. not the other way around w/ her just showing up. and it wasn’t like i was doing anything that incriminating. yes i’d stopped in the pot store but i didn’t get anything.

i’m not asking why she did this. i don’t like surprises. mainly cause i like to know what’s going to happen. i wasn’t cold and i wasn’t lost cause i’ve been to that area maybe 12 times. again if something had happened I wouldn’t’ve told her i would’ve told a friend. [btw nothing happened. and i figure well long as i tell someone]. I thought I could trust her to wait for me to call her but evidently I can’t. she does this 3 more times and i won’t go out anymore other than to the store. she has 3 more chances to screw up. but it’s fine though w/e. not like it’s you know a problem or anything except oh wait...........it is. it’s not that i would’ve er ‘wanted’ to be late it’s i would’ve wanted her to um wait. fine. she wins. and don’t try to convince me otherwise. alrite have it your way that’s fine.

and when i note her about where i’m going I state I’m going to the home depot area. so it’s not like well i went off to join the circus and didn’t tell her. no. [btw i’ve never joined the circus. though that could be interesting. i like old fashioned circuses better actually i love old fashioned circuses. um but anyway. that’s enough circus talk for now. moving on to the main point].

yeah a similiar thing happened when i was living at my last house. yeah I used to go out [on sundays actually] to the gas station to get stuff [well. beverages]. it was like 5 mins. away from the house 10 mins. if that. and i’d also go to the bar which was maybe 10 mins. away. the only thing I ever got there was water. er at the bar i mean. and for awhile that didn’t seem to be a problem. untill one day on my way back from the bar/gas station jenn pulled up and she’s like ‘get in mom wants me to take you back i have no idea why’. well when I got back I found out that they knew i hadn’t just gone to the gas station. i think maybe stephanie had followed me to the bar. and ever since then when I was living there I didn’t go.cause i didn’t trust her. i treated her horribly. [well. i didn’t like her so. stephanie i mean. not that that makes it right].

whereas w/ here. if I’m going to the Home Depot area I’ll state in my note that’s where i’m going. cause i actually like the lady though not always her behaviour. as explained above. i might not state ‘oh well i went to albertson’s and then the liquor store and then i decided to go to wendy’s‘ or w/e. but she does know I’ll be in that area.

it was just wow. i - obviously - didn’t expect that.