I almost skipped writing this morning, well i did for 15 mins of extra sleep. but here i am, hence this will be a short entry.
came home last night and things were still a little chilly with the fiance. but he was laying in bed already by the time i got home watching true blood, so i got in bed and watched too… and than my mom called with bad news about another uncle… cancer. ugh i hate that word. hopefully everything will be okay.
after i got off the phone with my mom, he knew i was upset and asked what happened…and then we finished the episode and as we were just laying there he opened up, and we talked for a bit… ended up cuddling for a long time, which is my favourite thing to do. worried a bit though, he had an episode a couple weeks ago, and went to have blood tests done monday that just passed, yesterday morning, his doc called and said to come back to the office next monday, the fact that they called so quick has me worried… but i’m trying not to worry, as it serves no purpose. i’m just glad we had a good night of cuddling, especially since he leaves tomorrow night to go hunting for the weekend. \
i went to sleep last night with no melatonin and no weed, and i’m shocked but i didn’t wake up from a dream, or at least none that i can remember.
if you’re reading this i hope you have a great day.
love & light.
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