"i have a cold i told you" in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so.at some recently. like since............uh Sat. anyway. i was sitting somewhere thinking about those words from that.show. and i don’t think it’s been as relevant to me as it was then.

it’s from the show ‘rent’. and ya know. up untill er like i said recently. i didn’t think anything of it. but then it occured to me.........oh that’s.that’s about withdrawl. the shivers the chills. the cold the fever.

“i used to shiver like that”. used to. “i used to be a junkie” and there it is. a lot of people me included at times. aren’t brave enough or for some other reason won’t admit that. that we’re.............junkies. or alcoholics. or users. or we.have depression [actually as of late i’ve been a lot more open about admitting i have depression in those words but you get my point]. and so wow.

i know i’m starting to analyse here but. well it’s our reality.

Pat liked ‘rent’. and i wonder...........i don’t know..........