flu shot thingy. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

yeah so for those who don’t know which is most on mon./Tues. i textmail my sister and tell her i want to do that wk. so last wk. a thing I textmailed her about was getting a flu shot at Target.

well so last wk. on Fri. I asked her if she’d talked to mom about the money. and my sister was ‘well she said you have a dr.’s appt.’ right.well i knew that.and i’m apparently getting a flu shot then. um again this should be my decision when and where i get it.not theirs. and the sooner i get it the better. [actually no that doesn’t have that much of an impact on me]. I really actually genuinely don’t understand why they’re making such a thing about this. i don’t know what the issue is. i’ll ask my psych. when i bring it up. like i’m going to fukin get one. right when I wanted to. after all it’s my body. right which is why this bothers me so much is bc it is! but ya know............given they’re making a decision for me when i’m getting one i don’t believe it is.

so i was thinking about it. and it’s not really fair to put my sister in the middle of this.which um i wasn’t like directly doing that. but in a way i was going ‘no ya know what. i’m not going to do it when you want me to’. no cause i wasn’t but apparently i am. which is the reason i don’t want to. don’t make decisions for me about my body cause someone already did that.