interesting things. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

uh. well i’ve been.ok so even though i haven’t had more to drink since um this morning er earlier this morning I haven’t been sober since Mon. damn. yeah i didn’t want to be sober yesterday and so i wasn’t.

honestly a reason I wanted to move to aurora was cause of all the liquor stores. We don’t have any by my mom’s although we used to 2, 3 yrs. ago. and then there was a sign on the door that said it was moving but whenever I’ve walked by the place where the new store is there isn’t 1. they have liquor at safeway but i don’t go to safeway. They have a wine store but i mean i want somewhere w/ shooters. damn seems like it’s been awhile since I went this long drinking.

uh so yesterday I.got new toothpaste.for my mom’s. well i’d had toothpaste but when I put it on the toothbrush it was weird and all funny.like the texture was funny. it’d been in there for awhile so.and I didn’t feel like shaking it to make it better.which is what you’re supposed to do when sunscreen gets weird and funny.so. it’s a good thing i got more. [oh wait. maybe it’s actually not meant to be stored in the bathroom. cause the humidity would make it all weird..........this is the same reason not to store pills in the bathroom.cause the humidity would make them all weird].

um and yesterday.yesterday was Fri. my sister I went to the new pizza place in the mall.i like the atmosphere but the pizza wasn’t v. good. also the lady called me ‘dear’ which i also don’t like. i don’t care if people call me anything else but don’t ever call me ‘dear’. please and thank you. [the guy who last um hurt me called me that so. i mean hurt me........sexually]. The place was coffee shop quiet. it was cold. well when you’re me anywhere’s cold. yeah she asked about that my sister i mean. and I told her ‘well there’s not a lot to me physically. that’s part of it. that’s a lot of it actually’. which people don’t seem to get. like i’m small. therefore i’d get cold easily and often. she asked how much i weigh and i said i didn’t know and i don’t want to.

oh so it’s a build-your-own pizza place. it’s like Subway. I asked about the dough and she’s like ‘well it’s w/e you want’. no i know that.I’ve just never been to a build your own pizza place before and I want to know what dough most people get on their pizza. my sister helped me w/ that. like untill i looked it up i didn’t know how most people like their burgers cooked cause i don’t eat meat a lot.if ever really.

oh so their soda machine that was interesting.

so after that we went to.Target to get a new watch band for my mom. She has one but like the velcro is hard. whereas w/ my green coat it’s not like that. my dad fixed it awhile ago and put new stuff on but the velcro doesn’t stick v. well. I’ve also had this coat forever. it’s actually my mom’s but when i was 13 she gave it to me. it’s big on me. or i’m just small. or both. well my mom’s not.ok she’s slim. valerie once described her as ‘small’ but that’s not a word i’d use. to me someone who’s small is sweet and quiet and awww.........like there’s more toit than just physicality. and my mom isn’t sweet. she’s funny she’s really damn funny. everyone thinks being small is a good thing. well not always. it’s like people having LBP is a good thing. well if it gets too low then no.it really just depends.
um so right watches. well apparently the um bands are like measured in mms which I didn’t know untill my sister told me. and the watch people [or anyone really] have this tool to measure the mms. so we didn’t get a watch band bc they didn’t have the right size.

ok so we went back to my mom’s. and we went across the way to the neighbor’s cause my mom wanted to look at her blinds. the neighbor alexandra’s from germany. she’s a perfectly nice person but sge talks a lot and i.don’t. sry i’m just not a v. neighborly person. she wasn’t at the house well she might’ve been but she didn’t answer the door which i was kindof glad about cause like i said.the talking thing.

um so i’ll come............well i’m. ok i should get ready. as i’m going to my mom’s today again i’ll be back tom.