Drama with that stupid bitch. in Since OD is shutting down....

Alright yeah…so last night I was at work when I’m told that girl (that’s ran me out of my job twice now) is STILL talking badly of me. She said that she isn’t trying to be my friend and I got fired in one day from being a manager. I kept my cool and just said that wasn’t true and life is just too short.

I got home last night still thinking about it. I just don’t get how people can’t just fucking let shit go and let things be peaceful!!! She has a really inflated opinion of herself thinking I’d want to be friends!! I nearly lost EVERYTHING because of her! I honestly thought that we were okay. When we have to speak, we are very much civil and I wasn’t uncomfortable anymore.

So today, I talked to a couple of my close friends and decided to text my boss about it. She said that I was fine and my job is safe. That’s the reassurance I needed and I just plan to go about my day and not give it another thought. I’m sorry that this bitch is STILL stuck on the past and can’t just let sleeping dogs lie but I plan to continue killing her with kindness and if she decides to try and create a problem, I will let my boss know ASAP and hopefully they’ll do something about her. She’s had numerous problems with other people I work with so I hope she’ll get what she’s asking for.

The bank lady called today. She said that I just don’t make enough money. It’s ridiculous because I’ve nearly lost my housing for making too much but I don’t make enough to buy a house?!?! I’m completely okay with this because I don’t know if I am going to stay here or if I might get the fuck out of here. I don’t have anything keeping me here other than my job so maybe it’s just another reason to put some serious thought into transferring so I’m 6 hours away.

Everything else is going okay. I’ve been eating healthy again and really want to continue this. It’s just super hard because of my work schedule but I must make this work. I don’t like eating junk or fast food but sometimes it’s just not an option. My right arm only hurts if I lay on it for too long so I’m really stoked that I don’t have to worry about it so much anymore and I’m going to think about getting back into the gym. I have a finger that’s infected but it seems to be showing some improvement. If it’s not better by Monday, I do plan to see the doctor. It’s a concern because i’m a diabetic so I’m going to keep putting tea tree oil on it and hope it heals on its own.

Anyways. I need to get ready for bed so I can start my 3 day shifts. Later y’all.