I feel like guzzling a bottle of wine in Be careful what you think because your thought control your life

Seriously that’s how my day was yesterday! Ryan came home during lunch hours and was in a foul mood. Snapped at me for moving a remote to its rightful place ( ok!) So I decide to be a B.
Ha! he left without a lunch ( I usually make him lunch ) and greet him… Fuck that. lol. So when he came back, he was getting ready for his softball game. He expects me to go, as I always go. I never missed a game ( except one when it was at 8:45p!) I did not go. I cook dinner instead because his game start at 5:45 and I had to pick kids up at 4:40 from their practice, then I had to cook really quick. His softball game end at 6:45 and he got home around 6:55 and I had to rush out with the kids to Open house for meet and greet.

Can I be honest here? It was the MOST AWFUL MEET AND GREET I EVER BEEN TO!! ugh I wanted a bottle of wine right there.

My kids goes to a high top district middle school. The school is right in the middle of Richville! Can you imagine all these women in pencil skirt and button up blouse and nice purse and high heels. The men is either doctors, lawyers of some sort of workforce. Here I am, causal woman in a cute white shorts and wedge.
I love their school. I love the teachers. Their school fall in top 10 schools in Michigan. But man,
School Book Fair was there as well, so as a mom I felt the need to support the school, so we looked at the books before leaving and man they priced so HIGH! I remember seeing the exact same book at Barnes and Noble for half the price they ask at the school. But I suck up and let kids buy one each.

Guzzling bottle here I tell you.

Then I get home, kids got ready for bed, and here’s grouchy Ryan on the bed with his eyes glued to the phone. ( I hadn’t realize how addicitive the phone is until I am without one ( FYI I am still without one)) and I tried to strike up an conversation.

it went in one ear and out the another.. F U then. so I wash my face, got in my PJ and got in bed.... He was in a bad mood all day/night and I don’t even know why. Hes the type of person that keep everything inside until he feel he cant control it anymore then they all come flying out.

anyway back to the point. I woke up in the middle of the night, had to pee so I peed and then walked back to the bed, and I had no time in our bedroom, NO phone to look at so I tap on Ryans homebutton to see the time and I walked around our bed to get in our bed. Ryan immediately got up and told me why I am sneaking off with his phone… WTF!

I am not sneaking off with anyones phone I told him, I’m just looking to see what time it was.... FU

this morning Ryan still, in a bad mood don’t even hug or saying goodbye like he normally do before going to work. He said he was wrong for accusing me of sneaking but he thought I did not trust him. So he went off on me.

I need two bottles. would you fed ex it over?

Last updated September 21, 2016