Tuesday Morning in New Diary

Well I was up all night. When I get like this I lie real still on my couch. I try not to think of anything. This is how I calm myself down. I was hoping to dose off but I didn’t sleep a wink.

I am sitting at my computer desk half awake. Feel like a zombviwew I am fairly calm not troubled wthg anxiety I wish AI could sleep but I just can’t sleep. I’m tierwd as all hell. beyond the point of exhaustion. This is not good feeling

This is going to be a very long day. going to lay off the coffee and hope I can get to bed early tonight. Jesus

Cant thinjk of anything good today. I’m ok just tired and wired not a good feeling