I... just can't even.. in A Day in the Life of Me

this is what I just posted on FB sorry, i know it will be a repeat for some readers.

So, this is pretty hard for me to write, I’ve been pretty quiet about something quite massive going on, and it’s been a hard hard month. I’ve been telling a few ppl, on need to know or just to talk, but it’s getting to the point that I feel I need to just let it out.
Not for pity, not for “prayers”, just not to blind-side.

My Dad has been diagnosed with Lung Cancer.

He is currently in the VG, undergoing emergency radiation therapy as of today. Yesterday he, mom, and Steve (step-brother), came up yesterday for a consultation with the specialists for radiology, and due to things discussed, she cancelled his next appointment with the chemo specialist and admitted him right away.
I spent last night in Yarmouth with Mom getting things packed for her and Dad, making sure everything was taken care of, and then back on the road this morning with Steve and Doreen to get back to Dad.
Everything is so hard to explain and get out clearly, its looking like he is going to be in the city for at least the end of next week, and we STILL haven’t talked to the chemo specialist.

So in case any of you see me, and you don’t know why I’m looking upset or, running off to be alone, or on the phone and its not looking like a pleasant conversation well, now you know.

It’s not currently an “immediate” thing, but if this specialist hadn’t done what she did, it could have become extremely worst, extremely fast.

Long story short, he’s where he should be and I am glad for that one thing at least.