xrays more on that later. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so recently. I posted well it was probably one of my weekly updates or something during which I talked about my recent dental visit. and i said they took xrays which i’d rather they didn’t.

well ok.so it’s not that I don’t want them taking xrays. it’s that.if there’s an issue that I can’t feel [like as in i’m unable to feel] and it’s a big thing i don’t want them mentioning it.cause of the confidentiality thing. 2 to 3 other people knowing is 2 to 3 too many for me.

ya know and that’s why except for yrly usually i don’t go to the dr. I know I have health stuff cause of my anorexia but a lot of it isn’t a big issue.now some of it is. also i don’t want the dr. to diagnose me w/ anorexia. i’m an insanely private person. there’s a reason, back when i was drinking as much as i was i never went to rehab or anywhere for it. and i don’t think anyone ever said anything about that part of it. and by the time people saw the bottles well. then i moved in w/ people and so i stopped drinking as much. or well i’d get shooters. also habits are expensive. i don’t think anyone ever has. diagnosed me w/ anorexia that is. [yes cause i don’t go to the dr. a whole lot is why. going back to my point].