so apparently. that’s all she gets paid for not each individual thing i do. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

um. so at our last appt. my psych & I were talking about my situation. also recently w/ the whole bed linens saga [which finally got resolved]. well we were talking about that and she’s like ‘she gets paid whether you put it on or not’.

which well. well I was thinking about this recently. and I didn’t realise.that. like I didn’t realise the only thing the lady gets paid for is for me literally living at her house. not like every time I eat the dinner she makes me or every time i brush my teeth. or.not each individual thing like that I did/do. so that’s changed. and maybe w/ people who are in her the lady’s line of work um..............damnit. i forgot. but oh. but maybe for people in her line of work it wasn’t always like that.and maybe it depends on the person living w/ them.

you knnow cause maybe i used to think.............well actually I never put much thought into it. I knew she got paid but I didn’t know it was just for me living w/ her. cause no one had ever explained it to me before.