bus thing and again. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

ok so on Tues. I called to take the bus Wed. I scheduled it between 11:30 - 12. So we’re at the school at 11:30. and i call them at 12:10 and the bus dispatch lady tells me they’re 15 mins. away. oh ok. So then the lady calls them and they tell her the bus is 10 miles away. um yeah ok. ok so if it takes me 20 mins. to walk a mile [i walk fast] and a vehicle presumably takes half the time then that’s............uh 10 mins. to go 1 mile. 20 mins. is 2 30 mins. is 3 40 mins. is 4 and so on. so doing the math um...........it would’ve taken at least 80 mins. [1 hr. 20 mins.] for the bus to get there. and I didn’t want to wait for them longer than 30 mins.
So the lady takes me to my mom’s.

ok so then on Wed. I call and schedule the bus for 7:30 - 8 p.m. Thurs. so both times i call. [well that’s better than i’d been doing something like maybe 2 yrs. ago]. well the lady’s new. and i have high standards. So since I’ve been calling them so often w/i the last 2 yrs. I expect them to have like a file on me they can look at and know ‘ok so she takes the bus at this time on this day’. you know in my head i’m picturing like my ID # at the top and then.

well it’s like:

ID #: 00000 [for instance]
Address:
Time: 7:30 - 8 p.m.

I haven’t ever seen their file and I don’t think I’m supposed to but that’s what it looks like in my head. well so. The bus does come............just at 7:45 Thurs. morning. not night. but now bc of my high standards I think they’re the ones who screwed up. but they’re probably like ‘uh well she didn’t show up so........’. no they’re the ones who got the time thingy wrong. bc i expect them to have a file on me. [and i have no idea if they do or not]. [well i wasn’t.like not responsible i mean i did call].

ok so my dad took me back to my house earlier tonight. currently 12:10 p.m. meaning midnight.

ok so a few mins. after I got back. I go online to see if it’s possible to schedule a bus appt. online. cause before that i’m thinkin ‘well i should just go ahead and schedule it tonight.........’ [also i’m not a phone person so]. yeah but no they don’t have that feature. damnit. i never schedule it that early but i’m so damn paranoid. and their office closes at 5. so even though i called at idinno 10 p.m. they weren’t open.

so yeah.