uhm. so this guy Ru. in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

i’m so.tired right now.

anyway. so. this guy Ru. some of you might remember that when i was in my early 20’s i dated. and Ru was one of those guys. he’s from Georgia [the state not the country] was here for a summer. and we went out on a date. and so at some point in time Ru & I became fb friends on my main fb. well.............so i got at him and told him i was going to er i might add hi to.my other fb. and he accepted.

so anyway. Last night I vaguely posted about..........um.........the scissors thing that happened recently. i didn’t give details but um. i just stated my feelings on it. and so he commented on that and was ‘are you ok?’. well long story short. The point of all this is. you don’t know [or maybe you do]. how good it feels to have someone ask me that right now. like.........me. omygod. so that was good. also he’s just a nice guy and always has been ever since we dated.

oh and also. After he asked me that I’m like ‘well physically i might get at you’ and ‘he’s i’ll pick your brain tom.’. oh..........so...........he’s going to get at me. i don’t have to get at me. right i’m. i’m not used to that right now. but more on that later. and god oh it’s so nice for someone to be like somewhat ‘no really it’s ok. i’ll take care of you right now in some way’. god that’s like evan........evan.........um wow.