To sleep, per chance to dream in Just in Case

Sleep has always been an iffy thing for me. I’ve never been one to fall asleep easily. I have to read, have music playing, or the tv playing. And, once I’m asleep, there’s no guarantee that I’m going to stay asleep. I may wake up several times. I don’t nap unless I’m sick or something extreme has happened (like no sleep for a couple of days). It’s a frustrating thing sometimes. The other problem is that once I’m asleep the dreams often come. I have a pretty vivid imagination, and that can lead to some doozies. All too often I remember most of the details. Both of my nights with Cbaby led to crazy dreams that started ok, but ended vey badly. I know my worry about her probably contributed to them, but she wasn’t in either of them. Saturday’s was especially bad. I got up to go the bathroom during the night, and check on her. When I went back to bed, the dream returned. Honestly, I was worried last night and not wanting to sleep. The detail of the dream were still floating around in my mind, but I was exhausted, so about 3 am I gave in and fell asleep. It was a good night, though, for dreams. I didn’t stay asleep, but I also didn’t dream. That’s a good thing. It wasn’t the most restful of sleep, but at least the dream didn’t return. Hopefully as tired as I already am, means I’ll sleep tonight.