Worked a lot this week. in Since OD is shutting down....

I put in 30 hours in the past 3 days and I’m just exhausted. My entire body hurts but I’m glad to be off today. I’m getting older and I get worn out faster than other people due to being a diabetic. Please don’t leave any notes saying how you work way more than I do and I have no reason to be tired because everyone’s physical limits are different and I work at least 45 a week. I applaud everyone who works just as much or more than me but I’m not going to argue about it either LOL. Nope, life is just too damn short.

My old roommate text me a couple of days ago and asked where his clothes were. I told him in storage. He doesn’t have any reason to contact me really, except for his bed. I still don’t know if he plans to come for it or if he’s going to try and come back after the court date or not but the truth is, I’m not completely against him moving back in but there would have to be a lot of shit worked out first and it wouldn’t be an overnight process.

I admit, I still love him and want him back here but I refuse to go back to that same miserable situation too. I had gotten used to being alone and then when he came, I felt super lonely because I thought I was actually going to have someone to spend time with and that just didn’t happen. He literally quit talking to me all together and I was left wondering what the fuck I could have done to deserve it. I had taken this person in and thought we were going to have an amazing living situation but all he did was mooch off me and treat me like a pile of shit!!!

It’s bullshit how you can go out of your way to help someone and all they wanna do is shit on you. He made it very clear that once he left, he wasn’t gonna go out of his way to stay in touch with me and I knew I was never going to get my house keys back no matter how this ended. I’m angry that he brought drugs into my house, didn’t clean, didn’t ever tell me when people were coming over, and found every reason possible to NEVER BE AROUND. He didn’t care how he treated me and how he made me feel because ‘I wasn’t his girlfriend’ and it just started to really piss me off. I just wasn’t supposed to give any kind of a fuck how he treated me at all, apparently.

Then, I take him off my insurance..or I thought I did. Apparently all they did was remove his name from the insurance cards and are still charging me to have full coverage on his car!! I got the bill last night and it’s $250!!! I was super pissed as I got it when I got off work last night at 7pm and I’m going to call first thing in the morning as I’m not paying to insure his vehicle anymore and I will let them know they are not to take that amount out of my bank or I’m going to become a raging lunatic!!! I can’t afford $250 so I’ll let them know I’ll stop payment if I have to and find insurance somewhere else. It’s not my fault that they didn’t take his name AND his vehicle off my insurance but I’m sure as fuck not going to be financially punished after all the money this bitch has costed me!!!

Anyways, I’m gonna go shower and get the day started. My niece is eating her cereal and I wanna take her to do something at some point today. My friend that got fired wants us to come for her son’s birthday party but her Mother in law is going to be there and her and I have had issues in the past so I don’t plan to go. I don’t want things awkward from everyone because me and this crazy bitch don’t get along. She told me that she promised to be on her best behavior and what not but I’m not good in mixed social situations as it is and then have to wonder when this bitch will start talking shit to me because she’s nuts and has no filter. No fucking thanks. We’ll find something else to do, that’s for sure.