Toxicity in I Need A New Job

Work… and how I’m so over this shit.

I wrote before about how everybody got fired and then unfired. This is now just feelings.

I’m tired of this place. I have been away for almost a year, and in that time I’ve been so much happier. Yes I know I’ve been happier because I have an amazing little girl to make me happier, but I’m just happier overall. Even when I’ve run into drivers when I’m out walking with Little Miss they have commented that I seem so much more relaxed.

Yeah. I am.

Add in the recent crap about the office changing and then as usual it being put on hold indefinitely because the manager is a lazy piece of shit.

I’m really tired of it all. It will never change, it will never get better, and it is just so toxic. There is a really, really big part of me that just wants to tell them I’m not coming back and then look for another job. The responsible thing to do would be to go back to work and look for a job while still having a job.

I mean… I’m supposed to go back for August, the beginning of August. I still haven’t even emailed them to discuss my return. I just really, really don’t want to. I know I will go back to an environment even worse than what I left it at, and all the stresses that come with it.

Le sigh.