Too Much To Ask For in meh...

So what I usually don’t do is answer junk mail I get. This time I am in a bind and decided why not? Let me see where it can take me.

So this debt I’m under has me afraid. This is what some people don’t realize. A person doesn’t make that much money. They get paid. Money for rent eats up most of that check, then there are some automatic payments that come out that leave a person with next to nothing. Damn the grocery budget. Electric bill is huge. So they take a little of what they have left and splurge on something that is needed, but then feel buyers remorse.

That’s where I am at this moment. I’ve been racking my brain trying to figure out a legitimate hustle that will put cash in my hand every day. There is nothing. I don’t want to do anything that will require me to depend on my “friends & family” because they are all unreliable. RJ was giving me ideas based on things she’s done. When I asked why she no longer does it, she blamed the economy. Then why the fuck would I do it if you don’t even do it anymore?? Geezzus…This type of shit.

Anyway, I came home yesterday and saw some junk mail for this weeks loan of the month. I’ve been “pre-approved” for over 5k. That’s about what I need. I’d been mulling it over all day on whether or not I should at least try. So this afternoon after lunch I decided what the hell.

So halfway through it, I was about to get my paystub copied and downloaded and I had already copied my license and then the computer froze. I had to close out of everything. So when I log back into everything, I get this message that says my application was declined and I will get a message later to tell me why. Well if it was because I didn’t upload the documents that wasn’t fair. But also, maybe this is one of those times I just have to suck it up. My landlords are super strict. If you can’t pay or if your gas or electric gets shut off, then you get put out. You can’t roll over into the next month owing rent. They will start eviction proceedings like immediately. It use to be that each week a person is behind is $15 extra fee. After the people that lived on both sides of me screwed up royally, they changed it to $15 a day. I am often afraid of this because it’s like I need him to look at my stove and the fridge that came with the apartment because the oven doesn’t work and the fridge wasn’t cold anymore. I just use the stove top and I’ve plugged up my own fridge (I was gonna use it as a liquor/liquid cabinet but I drink too much) and have been using it.

This food thing was supposed to be the “part time” gig, but with me already having a full time job and my sister’s health issues, not to mention lack of clientele. And now I don’t have running transportation anymore. Things are hard and they suck right now and I don’t like it. I’m internally stressed. I try not to let it show, but I do. I have about $40 to go shopping for food with. Right now, I’ve just been stretching what’s at the house. I bought a little stuff and I’ve been making pizza, but have been using my grill pan and stove top for this. I don’t have a grill or a smoker, but I made a smoker out of my big pot, a cut up aluminum cake pan, another cake pan and cherry wood chips. It only took about 1 1/2 hours to cook the ribs, but I cut them into individual bones and they were kind of small so they did good and were good. I think I will make grill cheese tonight.

Anyway…
So if there are any suggestions on how to make some money, daily cash, let me know.

I thought about the prostitutes and the trolls who love them in my neighborhood and thought out a pricelist for myself if I ever am desperate enough to do this.

$10 for a handy, an extra $40 if they want a blow job.
$100 for sex only and $150 for all of the above and $200 if they want kissing too, $350 if they want to include anal.

I am SO joking about the ho-bidness…

Kindest regards,
Sister