Oh.My.God. in BookThree: Flight Log 2016

So… I was a performer, an actor, and a comedian from the age of 5 (1989) until the age of 19 (2003). I miss it. I genuinely wish I could go back and do some theater… I can’t. This county HAS no community theater. This county has no outlet for those seeking to perform. And I don’t know if I even still could. Because I’ve never done it under medication. Pre Medication… I was a hilarious performing mess. Great to watch, hard to know, harder to love. Some would say… some have said… impossible to love.

That being said… watched BO BURNHAM MAKE HAPPY and… holy fuck! Genuinely. Not kidding. Not lying. Not exaggerating. This entire show was me before I quit. Granted, I didn’t know how to play the piano, and I am drastically short… but… oh.my.god. Bo Burnham in this show (new) is.... me. Or at least me who I was before I started making decisions based on what happened to me via “Aku” alias Caitlin. It was… funny… and sad… and creepy… and inspiring… and heartbreaking. And my Wife… who has NEVER known me without my medication… saw some of Bo’s mannerisms and said, “Wow, hun d’you think that’s a little like you?” UHM… YEP!