so i put the sheet on the bed. yes the bed linens saga ........thing.again] in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

bare w/ me i know this is long. i’m getting to a point here.

right so on. er i mean so yesterday er ok.so last no wait.

godamnit.

so this morning at 1 I put my new fitted sheet on my bed. well actually i’ve had it the sheet for awhile but i hadn’t put it on the bed untill.today. i did it in er.i washed it last night. it’s navy blue. I don’t think i’d want a flat sheet as I’d get all tangled up in it and then freak out and panic.and it’s soft too it’s fleece. [and no it’s not too warm]. so i put the stupid ewy plastic mattress cover in one of my laundry baskets. it was just i didn’t like it.I was also afraid that I’d slip on it and fall onto my floor.and that wouldn’t be good esp. given that the floor is hardwood and even the carpet by my bed isn’t that thick. this is the other reason i don’t like uncarpeted floors. i mean not that i’m a clumsy person or anything as i’m not. and it’s not machine washable and yeah. the mattress cover that is.

over the next month I’ll get a machine washable mattress cover. ya know untill recently I didn’t know they actually had a purpose. I thought they were just another layer to the bedding. ya know you had the mattress cover and then the fitted sheet and then, for those who want one, the flat sheet and then the blanket/s and so on. I also didn’t know they were called ‘mattress protectors’. as i never called them that. but no apparently there’s an actual purpose to them.

I’ve thought of getting a um.mattress cover that like. zips but then i realised how annoying that would be to put on /around the mattress each time.if only my bed wasn’t so damn big...........i actually don’t need a bed this big a double is perfect for me but this one’s a queen.like it’s a ginormous bed. the lady offered me a single but that’s to small.
anyway yes.the ‘new’ sheet. well the problem is now the bed’s more comfortable.and i have a hard enough time getting up as is so.........yeah. This is one of the reasons why back when i had my own place I ‘never’ slept in/on my bed. cause that bed the one i had is wicked comfortable. so I’d sleep on the sofa. in the living room. but it was so stupid cause the pillows like against the back of the sofa. they were so big they took up half the damn sofa. er the cushions i mean. oh wow. it’s always something particularly w/ me.

yeah so I had a meeting w/ susie today it went well. she well she does what Milton does. and he did what amber did. er i mean in terms of their job. not like no Milton’s never takenover my life or anything like that and thank god. and for that reason i didn’t like amber. She would talk around me and not to me at the meetings. susie doesn’t do that either so far. yeah so. well my ‘not talked about’ goal for this month was to put the sheet on the bed. well more often than not it seems susie checks my room. well i’m always there during that time. She doesn’t go through anything. no she literally goes up there and comes in and looks. and that’s it. well but this time she didn’t. and that’s one of the reasons i put the sheet on the bed. that’s all. [god that was long].