'i don't care how much you love him!' - evan in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

i was reading online [well that’s still reading. and actually i was reading fanfic if you must know though not my own. and on that note hey again if anyone wants to read my fanfic please note me and let me know thank you. um anyway] yes so i was reading fanfic and it made me think. and.........

well copied from my fb:

‘i was thinking about something he’d’ - ‘he’ being evan ‘once told me regarding my ex and what he’d done.er said. threatened me w/. [i haven’t gotten at my ex in about 5 yrs. so. and that’s why]. no but he’ - again. evan ‘once said ‘i don’t care how much you love him!’. no one has a right to say that to anyone. well now..........this other guy.’ - being evan - ‘is on the receiving end. i’m ok nothing new’s happened. just something i was thinking about in regards to.everything.’

and ya know.he’s right. evan didn’t have a right to verbally abuse me the way he did almost 2 yrs. ago this nov.or to scare me the times he has. nor does anyone else.

tom.’s his birthday so i’m not going to tell him then. i mean i’m a bitch sometimes but cmon i’m not........i’m not cruel.

uh so yeah. i’ll wait till after tom. to tell him.my decision. when he actually calls me. it’s impossible to tell him this stuff when you know.we don’t talk and he doesn’t call me. or email or text or.well you see the problem. and he doesn’t want me calling any # he’s called me from and i haven’t since we talked about it and.well that’s pretty much it on that one.