Who am I fooling? in She tripped, and I was lost at sea.

I do miss her…but…she doesn’t miss me.

She felt like I was controlling, mean, horrible.

I never cheated on her, I didn’t lie to her, I took care of her.

She cheated on me, she lied to me, she didn’t know how to comfort anyone.

Why do I care about her so much, when I KNOW she’s telling other people how awful I was to her. That I need help, therapy and this and that?

Why do I care what she thinks? There are two sides to this story, not just one.

I’m beginning to realize she was only with me because of how much I loved her. She’s with a new girl now, and I know she loves the new attention. I can see its her m.o. - and…it hurts to realize this.

If she would have been an adult and handled things on her own, I wouldn’t of had to.

Never again. I’m probably better off alone.