You're always me in addressing the public

I’m sorry baby
That I never called you that
That I’ll never hold you like I should
Nor will I let you go (like I should)
And let you find someone else who makes your sun shine

Because in some ways you’re always me
And when I’m loving anyone it’s also you
Who dipped my heart in your heart’s blood
Like paint it streaks across all new pages that I try to write.