lane, gwyn keith, jd, drea in yes i'm aware it's 2016.

so. I’m not sure what happened but sounds like my friend Lane is having a hard time. He posted something like that on fb the other day. he’s the nicest guy. he’s the gay guy who went on that rocky horror date awhile back. he’s from TX. i know him from my days in boarding school. i got at him about this but haven’t heard anything.

um so i’m weird. well i think i am. in that i’ll sometimes call people and then hang up. yeah so i did that the other day i called Gwyn then Keith. and Keith called back which i was hoping someone would. and so at some point recently Gwyn got at me on fb and was like ‘we were asleep’. and i’m like ‘yeah i know it won’t happen again fine sorry’. and then I felt bad about that and was like ‘sorry about how that came across. i’m not in a great place right now’ and something about how it was better for us to talk when i’m in a better place. and that was it.and then.i left. cause sometimes hard as it is.it’s better to just.walk away.

so this guy jd. nicest guy i know him from the bar. humble quiet caring. he’s from TX. i have nothing bad to say about him. [well of course i don’t if i’ve never experienced anything bad from him. er which is good that i haven’t]. so I asked him about his confidentiality policy and told him please don’t be upset w/ him. and he didn’t get all up in my face the way Ashley did. he’s also quite a bit older than her and i so. and so he’s like ‘well i won’t repeat anything a friend told me’ and i’m like ‘ok’. so I told him a bit about the evan situation. and he was good and listened and gave his opinion. but didn’t tell me what to do or anything like that. or, to not do.

so and then we have drea. Drea. is awesome she’s wonderful. and i know her.from my days in HS. yeah she seems really loving. we weren’t really friends exactly but she wasn’t like mean to me or anything either just kindof there. oh she was friends w/ Lee. oh and we had singing rehearsal together but i was only in it cause of the shows so maybe she was in the same shows i was in........ she was in at least 1 of the shows i wasn’t in no 2 of them. i don’t remember her being in ‘pippin’ or ‘fiddler’........anyway so she’s a mom. and awhile ago she told me her confidentiality policy saying something about w/e i told her was between us. and so I told her about the evan situation and.she was, understanding. she didn’t judge. she told me to please not do that to myself and i told her i don’t make promises cause i always end up breaking them but i’m hoping to try. and she didn’t run for the hills or anything. evidently she’s bee in a similiar situation which she didn’t detail.so she gets it. I just hope..........that in a few months after he and i’ve stopped talking for awhile and.............then in dec. either i hit him up or he hits me up.that she’s still there for me. cause i don’t want to lose her as a friend esp. as i’ve always trusted her but.i should be honest w/ her too..........well actually it depends.

um so wow. yeah. that all happened recently.