Today's Date in meh...

Don’t have a witty title to come up with today.

I went to karaoke last night and sang some. It was cool, but I was feeling a bit melancholy. I sang some slow stuff. Actually I have a lot of songs that I’ve only sang once and I was trying to get them up. I haven’t sang a song more than 3 times.

J was there. He is growing his beard like all the other guys for the Blues being in the playoffs. His beard makes him look like a wet rat.

We had a decent conversation where I got into his business about his relationship with his girlfriend. He expressed that he wanted more fun I suppose and that when he met me and my friend, it caused him to look at his relationship with her. We intrigued him I guess. I told him that I seem non committal about a lot of things because I don’t want to break anyone’s spirit and the fact that I don’t want to be stuck in a situation where, had I been an asshole, I wouldn’t be in.

He gave me a book to read. I’ve been thinking about getting together with him outside of the bar, but that would get his hopes up for me. I don’t want him. He is good for someone, just not for me. I explained to him that I’m not in a mad dash to be with someone. Most people are led by their drive to fuck and I don’t have that.

But I apparently gave him some stuff to think about.

I got home and couldn’t sleep so I called and talked to my daughter. She is doing better for the moment. Hope all will continue to work for her good.

And with that, I’m done for the day.

Kindest regards,
Sister