Things that go around in my head in life can sure suck.

At the end of this month will mark 10 yrs that I got to celebrate husbands birthday with him .......10 fricken yrs. (He passed away 2 months later) On FB I would like to acknowledge it but I’m always at a loss of what to say and how to say it. After all I have a life.....I have lived without him. But he did mean alot to me and I do think about him. I feel I have gone through the grief cycle and came out well adjusted from it. I’m not depressed and unable to function. I moved on with still the missing him at times. I’ve talked to others when I was a case manager and they had a hard time dealing with the death of their spouse. I know it can happen and I know that I did handle it well. I’ll figure it out..I always do. Some thing comes to mind.

Today I set up a trust account for Alex as they needed it for baby modeling. We will see how that goes. One of the perks of living near a major toy company.
(Why the heck didn’t I know these things were near me when I was little.)

My SO is still quite crazy and my patience with him is wearing out fast.

I have a job interview tomorrow. I really dont’ care. I want a few more months and to actually apply to the job I want but I want the credentials to be sent to me so I can add it to my resume. So very excited. We will see how tomorrow goes.