Marginally better in The Crimson Permanent Assurance

Yeah, I am not on the edge today though I am definitely not excited about going to work tonight. But I'm off for NYE and New Years Day so I can debauch then. I need to get in the shower and get my face made up for work. I go back and forth between feeling OK and just being depressed but whatever, who's got time for wallowing? Not me, not really. Tim wants to go to his former coworkers house tomorrow night and I was OK with the idea at first but now it just sounds excruciating and unfun. It's just a weird vibe I get off her. Oh well. We will find out what is going down tomorrow. Maybe I convince Tim to stay home.